Curent Events

So time to keep everybody up to ate on everything that has been going on in my life so far! Ok well sme good news on the job front. I was offered a babysitting job from this girl I know, her name's Anya. I am supposed to start babysitting her little 3 month old baby and he is so stinking cute! Right now I'm just waiting to hear back from her so I kno when to start. Apparently her husband is looking for a place to live...so this job could possibly fall through. :( But I do have a back up plan! If the job does fall through then I can get work for sure over at D.I I'm meeting with Bisop Powell tomorrow to fill out the paper work, bu I will be put on a waiting list and I'm not positive how long I'll be waiting to start work. =/ It's still work though so t's worth the wait! =D More good news I recently got in tough with one of my old ex/friend. I haven't seen or heard from him since 9th grade! O.o Ha ha I'm planning on taking a mini vacation to Lake Havasu, Arizona in a week or two. Hopefully I'll get to see my Uncle RIck when I get there! =) I'm just not sure if he will though. Other than that nothing else is new I love you guys av a great Thanksgiving!

Masquerade Ball

I am so unbelievably excited for this weekend! Since I can remeber I have always wanted to go to a masquered ball or at least attempt to throw one myself.Well this saturday I'm getting my chance and I'm going to a masquerade ball this saturday! My outfit is a long flowy skirt that's a berry kind of color (it almost looks burgandy but not nearly as dark) and the top is a black textured strapless. And I absolutely love the mask I got! Its got a black lace look to it and it has gold as well for the coloring. The ball starts at 9 pm and goes until 1 am so it will be a long night. But so worth it! Oh and bonus the university apealled my financial aid so I should be able to get help for school! Today has been such an amazing day you have no idea! Now only if I could find a job then I would be golden lol! =D

Wild Thing!

So at midnight this morning (?) I went and saw Where the Wild Things are with my friend Jeff. I have to confess I have never ever read that book and was kind of skeptical about seeing the movie, I mean it looked like it would just big a gigantic snooze fest! But it was way cute and I absolutely loved it and I am going to buy it when comes out on dvd! =) I highly recommend seeing it it's a cute, fun movie that the whole family can enjoy! Since I'm here already I might as well keep you guys up to date on what's been going on. Well for starters I am still jobless :( but on the 19th and 20th In N Out is holding interviews. So I might be able to get a job finally! On a good note Dr. Manley's letter finally came in for me and I got all of my paper work in to the financial aide office at the college. I have to go in tuesday afternoon to see if they will appeal my case and reconsider me for financial aide. So wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed! I know I am! Anyway I am off to bed, will keep you guys posted. Love you guys! ^_^

Just Don't Know What to Do Anymore! >.>

Okay so I didn't get the job at the new pizza cafe that's opening up here soon. I am so frustrated with the job market here in Provo its ridiculous and impossible to find a job! No matter how hard of a worker I am, no matter how much work experience or how hard I try looking for a job I never have any luck! Sometimes its extremely difficult for me to stay positive and optimistic about things lately and its really depressing and I miss my family so that makes me even more sad. And I might not be able to go home for the holidays because I don't have the money to visit. :( But on the positive side the district manager at the new pizza cafe said to come in during the middle of the week and see whats going on. He has a feeling a lot of people might not even show up for work or orientation. So I might possibly still get the job. Is it wrong for me to hope that people don't show up? And I'm applying at a place called Primerica they sell insurance, Rett my step-dad is very skeptical about it and says that they are a multi-level scam. So I'm still not sure about this decision, I mean they seemed pretty legitimate when I went in there today. But you never know these days. I'm just at the point that I'm willing to try just about anything so that I have some money coming in. What do you guys think? Just give me your honest opinion! Love you guys I miss you all! =)

Bleh

Nothing new to report. Went to the mall today and picked up some applications, going to turn them in tomorrow. Hopefully something will turn up! I'm sure if I'm persistent, stay positive, and keep trying that I'll eventually find a job. =) However I didn't get the job at Macey's so I'm kind of bummed about that. =( But life goes on and the manager at Macey's said she will have another posistion avaible sometime soon for me! So who know maybe this other posistion will be better than the previous one offered? Still getting stuff together for school. I'm getting anxious I just want school to start already!

Granny Buchanan

Last night I got a call from my dad that my Great-Grandma Buchanan has passed away. I loved her very much even though I didn't get to see her often. right now I feel a little guilty for not be so sad over her death. Yes I loved her but I was never really around her, I didn't grow up with her. Does this make me a bad person for not feeling more sad about this? She was 90 years old and had pancreatic cancer, she was a diabetic as well. At least right now she is in a better place and is no longer suffering. At the moment I'm more worried about my dad and Grandma Seay I can't imagine what they're going through. This is all that I have to say for right now. Good-bye Granny you will always be missed and we will love you always!

Goals

So time for updates! Unfortunately I'm still out of work but on a good note there's going to be a huge job fair at BYU on Wednesday. So hopefully I'll be able to find a job, there's going to be about 104 potential employers there! So wish me luck! Right now I am not happy with my body. I have gained abou ten pounds. So I've decided to set some goals and to make some changes. From now on I will try and excersise at least 30 minutes everyday. I will probably run or go on power walks everyother day and do cardio everyday in between running days. My eating habits aren't the best so I'm gonna try and eat an apple a day and start eating healthier. My goal for this month is to limit myself to one Dr. Pepper a day. I'm an avid Dr. Pepper drinker so this is a challege! Lol =) And next month my goal will be to not drink any soda at all that month. And only limit myself to drinking water and fruit juices. If you have any tips or suggestions please let me know! I love you guys! =D

Random Boring Update! =p

Ok well again this week I do not have work. The company I have been working for was waiting for a new order for us to get started on well. . . it got lost and it's know where to be found! So it kind of sucks .But I will be babysitting my friend Krista's little girl Leslie this week so I'll get some money this week. Other than that not much is new! =)

Current Events

Okay so for starters last tuesday I finally turned 21! I had a blast on my birthday I ended up in Sin City for a few days. It would have been more fun if I had gone with my girls instead of just me and my friend Jeff. Jeff is pretty shy and he doesn't drink so it wasn't as much fun as it could have been. But nontheless I still had a great time and I'm glad we decided to go! =) On saturday I went to the bar for the first time with Krista and a few other girl friends. It was fun we danced all night and had a few drinks! On another good note I've had consistent work for a little over a month now yay! =D I'm currently at a temp agency called Express Staffing and they have me working at a company called Modus Link. I basically just package cd's for companies like Apple and Novell. The shifts are long but it's a job and I'm grateful to have it. Right now I am preping to go to school in January at UVU. My application for federal aide has been denied so I need to write a letter to the state for a formal review in order to be reconsidered to recieve financial aide. I hope it all works out! =) I've also considered going to bartending school but still debating about it. I'm so indecisive somtimes lol. I think stubborness and indecisiveness are genetic lol. Honestly I think I would enjoy bartending very much! It would be somthing new to learn and something to fall back on if something else doesn't work out. What do you think? Opinions are greatly appreciated! Anyways I need to get going but I will try and post a new blog every week to keep you guys up to date. Love you guys! =D

Car Crash

Last Saturady around 4:00 in the after noon my friend Jeff and I had decided to drive up to Salt Lake for lunch at one of our favorite restaurants. We had just passed Draper when we were suddenly sideswiped by another car. Jeff lost control of the car and had to drive into the median we ran into the barrbed wire. We got lucky no other cars got hit when we lost control and we were just a couple feet away from hitting the barricade. If we would of hit that barricade we most likely have landed on the roof of the car and been greatly injured. Luckily no one was injured. The only injury I had was a slightly irritated back same went for Jeff. The driver that hit us was cited for improper lane change but ended up getting arrested. Turns out that he was driving drunk. This is a wake up call that anything can happen at any moment lifes unpredictable. I am so gratful that things didn't turn out worse and that I'm here right about this now. I'll try tp post some pics here soon. I love you guys! =)

The Never Ending Job Search

I didn't end up getting the job at the music store in Orem it's highly disappointing especially when I had really good feeling that I would ge the job. I've been looking alomost everywhere for a job. It has been months and I'm still nto having any luck. It is so freaking frustrating it's not even funny! But I'm sure if I keep looking and stay optimistic that something will turn up and I'll hopefully have a job. On the bright side Provo has been getting nice wether especially around eight o;clock at night. =) And I'm new to this so forgive me if I'm doing this all wrong or nothing makes sense lol. Well that's my life update for now I'll post something new as soon as I can! =)