Just Don't Know What to Do Anymore! >.>

Okay so I didn't get the job at the new pizza cafe that's opening up here soon. I am so frustrated with the job market here in Provo its ridiculous and impossible to find a job! No matter how hard of a worker I am, no matter how much work experience or how hard I try looking for a job I never have any luck! Sometimes its extremely difficult for me to stay positive and optimistic about things lately and its really depressing and I miss my family so that makes me even more sad. And I might not be able to go home for the holidays because I don't have the money to visit. :( But on the positive side the district manager at the new pizza cafe said to come in during the middle of the week and see whats going on. He has a feeling a lot of people might not even show up for work or orientation. So I might possibly still get the job. Is it wrong for me to hope that people don't show up? And I'm applying at a place called Primerica they sell insurance, Rett my step-dad is very skeptical about it and says that they are a multi-level scam. So I'm still not sure about this decision, I mean they seemed pretty legitimate when I went in there today. But you never know these days. I'm just at the point that I'm willing to try just about anything so that I have some money coming in. What do you guys think? Just give me your honest opinion! Love you guys I miss you all! =)